:.Her PlayGround.:

"Her body throbbed with desire for you. She wanted your touch and kisses all over, until she moaned your name and begged you to take her."

It's true…..

that girls are extremely horny when their period is on its way.

And so, where's my dick and fingers?

Sometimes, i really hate wordpress for the publishing error. I had to type the whole darn entry again!! GgrrRr….

Anyway, i happen to come across a blog today, blogging about her sexual encounter with a friend. Mind you, their friendship is of 10 years, not 1 or 2 years kind. In a way, i'm glad to know that i'm not alone. I mean if it's ONLY you who've done it, i'm sure you'll feel darn guilty. Then again, 10 years of friendship, wouldn't that be too close to even initiate an intimate act??

For my case, he's a friend of mine for like a year plus. And you may think that having sex with a friend is not complicated enough but wait till you read these: "he's my ex-bf fren and his gf is my fren". Now, have you got the information right already? Messy with all the linking here and there, purely chaos if they ever find out. In olden days, i suppose we both should be put to 'zhu long' already.

Then again, things wouldn't have started if he did not dare me. We came to a point where we ain't sure if the other party is kidding or serious. We even met up and drove to Labrador Park to talk about it. Confirm, so called, what's in each other's mind. Conclusion? His dare is for fun and test my limit and i chicken out upon meeting. There, he got what he want, to scare me.

And next day, he tried to scare me again but my curiousity came. I accepted yet feeling very nervous inside. Not like i did not do sex before but with a friend? Heelooo, the feeling is just not right, somehow. Still, we did it, for the very first time. Weird, was what we told each other after that. Kiss was weird, touching was weird and nothing seem passionate. Too much in the mind, really.

But seriously, it's how you view "sex with a fren" kind of affair. Put it in this way, befriend with your ex whom you had sex with. It's the same, in a way or another. Friend and Sex, just that he was once your ex, the other isn't. I guess, it's all in the mind.

By the way, this friend of mine, is not Mr.J for he's more of a soul-mate to me than just a friend. Which also serve part of a reason, why i prefer Mr.J than that friend of mine.

As a matter of fact, I used to be quite a good girl. I meant it!! It's only last year that i've changed, or rather, it's just me. And my good girl don't mean that i do zero sex but i only had it with my boyfriend. One night stand or doing it with fling or having fuck buddy doesn't appeal to me. I couldn't accept that kind of concept, till now, i still don't. Yet i'm doing in, don't ask why.

I still can count how mani sex partners i had before, no worries. I ain't to that extend of 'lose count' yet. Two hands are more than enough to count, no doubt. But if you were to say 10 years down the road, that i won't be so sure anymore. Afterall, these kind of affair only started last year and i'm still young. Hee hee! Then again, i don't go on bed with just anyone. Even a player should choose his card carefully, isn't. Same for sex partner. He had either to be of good skills or big dick. If not, why get fuck and let them get free fuck. What's the point, right?

I'm not sure if it's just me or the same for the rest of the ladies. I tend to have high curiousity, imagine how it'll be like to go on bed with him, him, or him. I mean, everyone has their individual skills and size what. So it must be very different to bed this guy or that guy. The feeling is just different and who knows, we might have chemisty after that. It's not that hard to imagine, isn't.

As for now, having Mr.J to satisfy me is pretty contented. I always find it very amusing when he said " Welcome back" after giving me that "send-you-to-heaven" kind of shoick^ness. Totally fit you into that 'seven minutes in heaven' hweeling!! And needless to say, he gonna suffer my beating of "stop…stop..stop…!!!". I know i weak but who isn't when comes under his FINGERS and that tongue of his. purr….

to be continued…………

Finally, I'm back again on track. I've spend enough time questioning myself what leads me to what i am today. AND fuck it, i still have no answer to that. I still enjoy sex as much as i love enjoyment and i've found Mr.J to satisfied me. How nice,uh?

Anyway, welcome to my new blog here. More editing work to be done till i'm happy with my blog layout and such. Most importantly, i'm still thinking what kind of photos should i take to post it up here. I wouldn't want my blog to be closed down as soon as it started, yeah.

Till then…..